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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Not Out

I just spoke to PGN and they told me that not only are we not out, but we have been kicked out again. We were kicked out on the 26th after over 7 weeks in. I am so angry that I can't stand it. This is our 3rd kickout. Gabi will not be home until March. She will be a year old.

Please pray that I don't harm someone. Thanks.

9 comments:

AMY, ROB, JAY, DREW & EMMA said...

We are praying for you. I don't know what to say...or have the answers, but if you need a friend to listen, I am here for you.

I am so sorry.
(((HUGS))
Amy

The Wilkens Family said...

I am so sorry. How frustrating this process is!

Katie said...

Amanda-
It breaks my heart to read this news. I can't even imagine how you're feeling right now. Try to stay strong. I'm so sorry about this!

audra said...

Amanda and Edward,
My heart breaks for you. This process is SO WRONG! My prayers are with you. I know God will watch over your family and unite you soon!
A

Anonymous said...

My dear Amanda
Mary-Kelsey shared your bitter news with us today. I am certain that this is just another bump. Gabi will be here soon. I was reading today and wanted to share..."Every event has a purpose and every setback its lesson. I have realized that failure, whether of the personal, professional or even spiritual kind, is essential to personal expansion. It brings inner growth and a whole host of psychic rewards. Never regret you past. Rather, embrace it as the teacher that it is."
Further, my mantra as I teach yoga is "do not attatch to feelings of pleasure or pain" Try to stay present in the moment. I know that you are hurting. We are all here to support you. Hugs.
Donna Coletto

Paige said...

Well crap. Any idea WHY this time? As if any of it makes any sense.

I am so sorry

Sig said...

Your daughteris gourgeous.
I am so sorry for another KO. When we adopted Abby I cried and cried, it seemed. But she DID come home and she is the biggest joy of our lives. It was all wroth it.
We are now adopting again (from somewhere else).
Hang in there, after you scream, throw things and hate life.
Huge hugs.

Anonymous said...

Our hearts are breaking, too, for you, for Gabi and for ourselves. I am still sure it will happen, and we'll all rejoice then.
We didn't call, because we thought you probably needed some time.
Love you too much,
Mom and Dad

Anonymous said...

I'm with Paige. CRAP! How unfair. My heart just breaks for you all. I will be praying that this will all just be a misunderstanding, and she will be home soon. I wish I could help in someway. I am here if you need to vent! Love you.